Josh 1-8
This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate in it day and night, that you may observe to do according to all that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good scucess.

Phil 4:6,7
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your request to God (7) and the peace of God, which transends all understanding, will guard your heart and your mind in Christ Jesus.

Every where I go there are needs that have to be filled.

A pastor at a church want's me to work with the youth to prevent them from growing up to become gang members. My ex wife wants me to help my son who has a drug problem plus two little girls to raise.

Having been both an addict & alcoholic, AA wants me to work with new men coming in that need direction.

I am presently over one hundred thousand dollar in debt seventy thousand dollars are on high interest credit cards.

I have made so many mistakes in my life, but I have repented now and will keep doing so every time I sin. Most important to me is having my personal relationship with My Lord & Savior, Jesus Christ. Therefore I will be of no use to any body till I clear up the wreckage of my past debts and build my faith in God by becoming Spiritually free of all human bondage, not by works or good deeds, but out of love for my Heavenly Father.

Right now my main job is to witness the goodness of God and the road I'm now taking to make him first in my life. I no longer care if whoever reads this letter laughs, or thinks I'm crazy. I believe God's promise, that's more important to me than anything that man can think, say or do to me.

Yes I am weak, but in God I've been made strong.

My earthly wish, aside from leading others to salvation. is to live long enough to leave my two precious grand baby girls something to help them and not die in debt. If the rapture occurs before my fleshly death, then I will leave the results in God's hands if I haven't become debt free.

My interest on my debt right now is about $1,500.00 a month. I could do so much more to help others if I could eliminate this burden. I don't blame anyone for it, but myself, and I pray, work, and praise God for setting me free in every area of my life. But I must stay on purpose for the next two to three years to accomplish this, keeping my focus on God and what I have to do to create the business dollars needed for financial freedom.

I have a very good marketing plan for God's business which I am the accountable earthly owner, and at this time not very much human help, but God is all I need and by taking good care of my clients, they will take good care of me.

My second most important activity right now is to do what I can to help my son & his family. I'm seeking God's guidance in this area as well. My trip to visit my son's and family for the labor day weekend in Columbia Maryland is the start, he is presently mad at me. I pray that God will soften his heart an allow me to witness to him and that a supernatural healing will occur between us as father & Son.

So I ask you to please understand my priorities, I must simplify my life in order to focus on God. learning more about his word, my relationship with my family of birth and my financial debt. This is all that I can do right now, no more

While it is legitmate to have concerns that we will at times experience as demanding pressures, there is a limit to their legitimacy, The "worries of this life" may so dominate our attention that they make God's Word unfruitful in our lives.